Work

I am in work today. 7am. Waiting for Mr A to arrive although he won't be here until after 8am, even though it's due to him that i am here this morning.

He's been very down just lately, i think he is being bullied by his employers into producing stuff for which he is not given enough time. he wanted me to help him out yesterday but i had too many prior comittments to get through, so i thought i would offer myself to him today.

When i told Mistress yesterday that i would be working with MrA She giggled and said, "mmmm you'll be able to share your ciggies with him then, he will like that, I shall have to get you a nice girly lighter to use when you're with him". I wonder what She was insinuating?

I tried on the new shoes that Mistress got me last night, they are very comfy with a 4" heel. She also bought me some makeup which i didn't have chance to use because i was so tired last night i just vegetated in front of the telly with Mistress. She had me locked in the cb3000 all evening and throughout the night, even though She had promised to let me out to play with me. I didn't really mind though because I love Her and She knows whats best for sissies.

I am wearing a t-shirt and jeans for work today and i notice that my boobs do show under my clothes now. I am quite self-conscious about them and wonder if My A will notice or if he does notice, whether he will say anything.

Hopefully the day will pass quickly because i am very tired and i will be going to sleep on the sofa when i get home - if i can get the dog off it.

When i touch my nipples they spring up really quickly and poke out noticeably through the material of my t-shirt. They also feel really nice and sensitive and there is some soft flesh under them which means when i tug at them they pull out quite far. I am now running a finger over them and squeezing my legs together because it feels yummy. I really should get on with some work. Legs crossed. Girl mode. Be femme. Be Rose.

Boobs

i want boobs. little jiggly ones. i wish Mistress would give me boobs. And i want to wear a dress and ladies shoes around the house. and i want to wear eye makeup.

I wonder why Mistress never insists on me wearing tights for work. And how come She hasn't caned me for 4 days?

Sometimes i wear Mistress' stuff without Her knowing. Stuff like her blouses and tops. What a sissy i am. i am pathetic.

All the way?

Funny thing. I am always looking for assurances from Mistress as to where She is going with this. She, somewhat ominously, said that she wasn't sure but maybe She did like the idea of shrivelling my bits and having me grow boobs and turning me fully femme. omigod !

On Saturday night i told Her i thought i might be bisexual. I told Her that when we watch porn movies it's not olny the females that turn me on. She said She knew.

Jean phoned on Friday asking about the next Brum Bazaar. I asked her to speak to Mistress about it. It seems we will be meeting jean at the next BBB (17th August) and will also be introduced to a Dom friend of jean's whom i shall call Master S. for now.